I wish that I had better control with what is going on with my body. It feels as though a war has been waged on my entire right side. I take my medication and do everything possible, but it will not let up. I wonder how I can go from feeling amazing one week and then fall apart the next week. Severe chronic pain is not something I would wish upon anyone.
Pain is especially hard to deal with when you do not know its origin. I wish I knew what I was battling right now so that I could rid my body of it. This invader needs to retreat and leave ASAP. I can deal with the bladder problems, but this other pain is getting out of control.
Some days I wonder how I deal with everything that hits me. I feel as though I am hit constantly with something new and invasive.
Maybe soon it will go away?
...I hope so.
